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    My Smoke Detector Theory

    I know this is probably a very strange post to jump back into writing. But, when the smoke detector decides it’s going to announce that its batteries are getting low…at 4 am…well, isn’t writing a post a natural segue? So,…

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    Even if, not this…

    I laughed when the image I chose was the same as my last post, over a month ago. Sorry not to have kept you informed.  Proabaly what’s worse is that I broke my promise to take you on this journey…

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    Impasse

    It’s a roadblock.  It’s in the way, between where I am and where I want to go. It is huge and yet unknown. Unseen. Unrecognizable.  It’s the time I now might reach for a drink. Or a game on my…

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    Enough

    I think I am going to remove “Enough” from my vocabulary.  Last Tuesday, I walked home from work. I had turned in a rental earlier that day and my initial plan was to ask a colleague for a ride or…

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    So much yes…

    These are the days that confuse me. Or maybe it isn’t a day, but a type of day, or a thing.  I left my home a week ago. Last Sunday I was at an art festival with family and that…

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    Alignment takes practice

    I’ve been writing about figuring out my desires and checking in with my body and really aligning with what’s best for me and what do I do when I have a chance to put it in practice? I blow it!!!…

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    It’s a journey, not a life sentence

    The past few days have been mom and grandma duty and then off for a week of conferencing. The goods have been visiting family and seeing the art festival I have loved since a child. The bads … traveling on…

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    Illusion/Delusion

    I have said, mostly to myself, that I want a relationship where I can be completely real and vulnerable. But, what I wish for doesn’t always appear as I’d hope it would.  Yesterday, I was at the Love of Literacy…

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    What is wasted time?

    I had a lot to say, this morning at 3, and 4. But then I just made notes in my journal and went back to sleep.  And then again at 2pm, racing down I-95, my mind a buzz, trying to…

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    Me, God, and Confounding Beliefs

    Let me first say that I’m a little bit tired. I had a busy day. But, if I’m going to make any headway, I’m going to have to forge ahead.  If it sounds like a good idea, I should probably…